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Guest Post: Journey to Forbidden Planet: Writing Speculative Fiction Set in Mexico (Author Week #6)

 Journey to Forbidden Planet: Writing Speculative Fiction Set in Mexico

Silvia Moreno-Garcia

It’s a busy summer for me. I’m fundraising for my first novel, about narco vampires in Mexico City, Young Blood []. Canadian lit publisher Exiled Editions is also releasing my first collection, This Strange Way of Dying. If there’s something that ties both projects together, other than the speculative elements, it’s the emphasis on Mexican culture. But I didn’t always write about Mexico. In fact, not so many years ago I was afraid to write anything related to my country.

As a teenager, I wrote Mac Europe fantasy worlds, science fiction stories set in the United States and horror tales in New England even though, at that point, I had never set foot in New England. I did it because I didn’t think we were allowed to write about Mexico. Everywhere I looked, in the movies and the television and in the bookstore, it was foreign worlds which attracted attention. Aliens never landed in Tijuana. They went to Washington or New York, or at worst, London.

There was magic realism and that had elements of my culture, but that lived on another shelf: Mexican Literature. On the Fantasy and Science Fiction shelves it was Tolkien and the Dune books. And though there was Mexican science fiction, it was a small market. Not an insignificant one, but it was always dwarfed by the gigantic spectacles put forth by Star Wars and Star Trek and the like. And foreign stuff was cooler! Because the colonial legacy of my country means we are always looking at foreign stuff as being better by default.

I grew up in Mexico. I also grew up in a culture alien to me. I recited catch phrases (I’ll be back! or i I find your lack of faith disturbing) in a language I didn’t speak. Imagine if you were able to spout French or Mandarin catch phrases easily not because you knew what they mean, but because it was everywhere on the TV, the radio, the subway.

There’s an imbalance of cultural power which created this situation, but I won’t delve into that too much. Best to say I grew up in a bizarre state of paralysis, both interested in speculative fiction and terrified that I had no place in it. People say to write what you know, but what if what you know is not good enough? If I wrote about Mexico, was it even science fiction? Would people read it? Would editors buy it?

I believe that every good story has a kernel of truth in it. But because I felt I couldn’t write about my experiences, my memories and culture, I wrote shitty stories that were all lies.

One day I stopped and started writing stories that used elements from Mexican folklore. I wrote stories set in Mexico. I wrote stories about my great-grandmother and my aunt and other people I knew. My stories got better. I was happy.

Still, it wasn’t all easy. There was an editor who rejected a story because it had too many foreign words (I actually try to use very few Spanish words, but a tamal is a tamal). I had lots of people rejected my stories because they were not stories or they were not speculative. For example, “Maquech,” which is about a near-future Mexico City and ecology, was deemed not science fiction before being published in Futurismic. I wrote “Jaguar Woman” and someone said it was “pseudo-central american spiritualist woo.” I cried because one time someone said I probably had only been published because I was brown and people were trying to be politically correct. Someone tried to correct my Spanish, even though it is my first language. The names of my characters sounded funny, even though nobody ever complained about Daenerys Targaryen being impossible to spell.

However, it eventually became clear that I was doing what I should be doing, that this was the real me, these were the stories I wanted to tell, and whether that would make it harder or easier for me to sell them was a moot point.

Writing is a compulsive act. Writing about Mexico is also compulsive. The tales my great-grandmother told me as a child, the smells of our kitchen, my relatives, all that filters into my writing. When I tried not to write about this, it was like trying to type with one arm tied behind my back. I was incomplete and my writing was therefore shallow and half-formed.

I’ve now lived for many years in Canada. I sometimes write stories inspired by Vancouver, where I reside. But Mexico is a part of me. I can’t cut off one of my hands. I need both of them to write.

Mexican by birth, Canadian by inclination. Silvia’s stories have appeared in places such as  The Book of Cthulhu and Imaginarium 2012: The Best Canadian Speculative Writing. Her first collection, This Strange Way of Dying, is this summer. She’s raising funds for her first novel, Young Blood  []. Find her at

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Interview: Silvia Moreno-Garcia (Author Week #6)

Silvia Moreno-Garcia Interview

By Charles Tan

Hi Silvia! Thanks for agreeing to do the interview. First off, how are things with Innsmouth Free Press?

Good! We’ve got three books we are working on. There’s DEMONSTRA, a poetry collection by Bryan Thao Worra. It’s Weird poetry with a Laos angle. The sequel to the urban fantasy novel Fraterfamilias is out this year. It’s called Confraternitas. We recently revealed the TOC for Sword and Mythos, it’s an anthology of heroic fantasy tales with a Lovecraft Mythos angle. And we are working on the next two issues of Innsmouth Magazine.

Moving on to your fiction, at this point in time, how do you manage to juggle the time to write fiction amidst your various projects including publishing, editing, and fund-raising a novel?

After I put my children in bed, I generally have a couple of hours to devote to Innsmouth Free Press. That’s when I edit, send contracts, etc. Most of my time is taken by this stuff but I try to make some time for my writing.

I actually spend a small portion of my overall time writing. Maybe 25%. And I try to pre-write. I work a story in my head. I rehearse dialogue in the shower or on the bus (yeah, I can seem very weird). I solve plot problems when waiting in line. By the time I sit down to write I may not have everything solved, but I have a good idea of what the feeling and general thrust of the story might be like.

I can proof during my commute. If I have a day off, I can carve a couple of hours in the morning for writing. Sometimes I try to get up early so I can write before my family is up. I just try to make it work.

Could you tell us more about Young Blood?

It’s a novel about narco vampires in Mexico City. It grew from a short story I published in Evolve 2 a couple of years ago. The protagonist is a teenager who collects garbage for a living. He meets a vampire who is on the run from rival vampires. They get into trouble.

A lot of the books and stories I read have middle-class protagonists. I wanted to do something that is not like that. And I wanted to try something that is a bit noir because I think Mexico City is naturally noir. At the same time, Domingo, the teenager, is a pretty plucky hero. He’s an optimist. People might see sleaze and hardship, but he’s always looking at the bright side.

What makes your vampires different?

Everyone always says their vampires are different, it’s become a bit of a cliche, hasn’t it? Still, I think there are some differences.

Atl, the vampire Domingo meets, is inspired by Mexican folklore so she has certain characteristics borrowed from Mexican vampires: she only feeds on the blood of children and teenagers, she transforms into something that resembles a bird of prey, only women can be vampires. She’s from the North of the country and her family is a narco family.

The vampires after her are European refugees and they are more like the vampires you usually see in movies. They can’t go out in the daylight. They can infect you. Only you won’t turn into a vampire. It’s like a bad case of a venereal disease. You’ll just die eventually.

I guess the biggest difference is it all takes place in Mexico City. It seems like vampires are always European and they are either in England or maybe in the United States. And they’re sexy. But these people aren’t sexy. Atl is good looking and Domingo is quickly fascinated by her, but that’s in great part because he is attracted to the romantic image of the vampire found in comic books and fiction. He’s got the wrong idea about her. She’s not romantic. It’s not romantic to be a vampire or a narco. Atl and the people around her are all killers. They are predators.

I wanted to write a YA with vampires and I basically wanted to play around with people’s expectations of this type of work. So these are not white middle-class kids whose worst fear is that their prom will be ruined.

What made you decide to raise funds for it? Why Indiegogo?

I asked for a Canada Writer’s Grant for $3,000 because I needed the money to finish the novel. I’m halfway through and basically in my spare time I freelance. I know, apart from IFP I freelance! But if I have to worry about making extra cash in my spare time, I can’t write. So I thought if I could have $3,000 I could sit down and dedicate some time to the novel. Finish it. Everything would be great.

But I didn’t get the grant. I organized a successful Indiegogo campaign for the Sword and Mythos anthology. I wondered if I should do the same thing for this and publish the novel myself. There are risks, but I figure no one is clamoring to toss an advance or a grant at my feet, so I might as well make it happen some other way.

You’ve provided opportunities for diverse voices in the past few years, whether through your own writing, the books you edit, and those you’ve published. So far, what’s been the biggest hurdle in your experience?

One difficult thing is showing people that Innsmouth Free Press is open to diverse writers. A lot of writers see horror as a very closed arena. They see it as closed to women, minorities, etc. They don’t see it as a space they can inhabit. Spreading the word and convincing people that we are open to them takes some time. We have done very well with our anthologies and issues and managed to attract lots of talented writers, but it’s still not exactly easy to get the word out at times.

Personally, I’ve had issues with people saying my writing is not “science fiction” or “fantasy.” I’ve had editors say it is too literary. I also had one person say a story made me cry, but they couldn’t understand it, so they rejected it. I think we still have some narrow expectations of what a story is and when something comes and it’s a bit different, we don’t always react well to it.

It’s a weird space to navigate at times because I think literary publications may me a bit weirded out by my stuff and speculative places may think it’s too mundane. But, I’m doing much better these days! It’s always easier when people are now soliciting your stuff and you don’t need to wade the slush pile.

What projects are you currently working on?

Aside from the Indiegogo for the novel, it’s mostly Innsmouth Free Press stuff. Getting projects through the production funnel. I’ll probably write a couple more short stories before the year is done. One should be steampunk, probably two horror ones. Next year I will be editing one or two anthologies and, well, there’s the novel!

Anything else you want to plug?

My first collection, This Strange Way of Dying, is out this year. In the fall my first solo anthology, Dead North, containing lots of Canadian zombie stories, hits bookstores.

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Tuesday Fiction: “A Puddle of Blood” by Silvia Moreno-Garcia (Author Week #6)

This week on the World SF Blog and as part of our sixth Author Week, we feature Silvia Moreno-Garcia‘s story, “A Puddle of Blood”, which inspired Silvia’s novel-in-progress Young Blood (the fund-raiser for which is currently running!). If you liked the story, do consider donating to the author!

The story was first published in the anthology Evolve 2 (2011).

A Puddle of Blood

By Silvia Moreno-Garcia

Six dismembered bodies found in Ciudad Juarez. Vampire drug-wars rage on.

Domingo reads the headline slowly. Images flash on the video screen of the subway station. Cops. Long shots of the bodies. The images dissolve, showing a young woman holding a can of soda in her hands. She winks at him.

Domingo waits to see if the next news items will expand on the drug-war story. He is fond of yellow journalism. He also likes stories about vampires; they seem exotic. There are no vampires in Mexico City: their kind has been a no-no for the past thirty years, around the time the Federal District became a city-state.

The next story is of a pop-star, the singing sensation of the month, and then there is another ad, this one for a shoulder-bag computer. Domingo sulks, changes the tune on his music player.

He looks at another screen with pictures of blue butterflies fluttering around. Domingo takes a chocolate from his pocket and tears the wrapper.

He spends a lot of time in the subway system. He used to sleep in the subway cars when he was a street kid making a living by washing windshields at cross streets. Those days are behind. He has a place to sleep and lately he’s been doing some for a rag-and-bone man, collecting used thermoplastic clothing. He complements his income with other odd jobs. It keeps him well-fed and he has enough money to buy tokens for the public baths once a week.

He bites into the chocolate bar.

A woman wearing a black vinyl jacket walks by him, holding a leash. Her Doberman must be genetically modified. The animal is huge.

He’s seen her several times before, riding the subway late at nights, always with the dog. Heavy boots upon the white tiles, bob cut black hair, narrow-faced.

Tonight she moves her face a small fraction, glancing at him. Domingo stuffs the remaining chocolate back in his pocket, takes off his headphones and follows her quickly, squeezing through the doors of the subway car she’s boarding.

He sits across from her and is able to get a better look at the woman. She is early twenties, with large eyes that give her an air of innocence which is quickly dispelled by the stern mouth. The woman is cute, in an odd way.

Domingo tries to look at her discreetly, but he must not be discreet enough because she turns and stares at him.

“Hey,” he says, smiling. “How are you doing tonight?”

“I’m looking for a friend.”

Domingo nods, uncertain.

“How old are you?”

“Seventeen,” he replies.

“Would you like to be my friend? I can pay you.”

Domingo isn’t in the habit of prostituting himself. He’s done it once or twice when he was in a pinch. There had also been that time with El Chacal, but that didn’t count because Domingo hadn’t wanted to and El Chacal had made him anyway, and that’s when Domingo left the circle of street kids and the windshield wiping and went to live on his own.

Domingo looks at her. He’s seen the woman walk by all those nights before and he’s never thought she’d speak to him. Why, he expected her to unleash the dog upon him when he opened his mouth.

He nods. He’s never been a lucky guy but he’s in luck today.


Her apartment building is squat, short, located just a few block from a busy nightclub.

“Hey, you haven’t told me your name,” he says when they reach the fourth floor and she fishes for her keys.

“Atl,” she replies.

The door swings open. The apartment is empty. There is a rug, some cushions on top of it, but no couch, no television and no table. She doesn’t even have a calendar on the wall. The apartment has a heavy smell, animal-like, probably courtesy of the dog. Perhaps she keeps more than one pet.

“Do you want tea?” she asks.

Domingo would be better off with pop or a beer, but the girl seems classy and he thinks he ought to go with whatever she prefers.

“Sure,” he says.

Atl takes off her jacket. Her blouse is pale cream; it shows off her bony shoulders. He follows her into the kitchen as she places the kettle on a burner.

“I’m going to pay you a certain amount, just for coming here. If you agree to stay, I’ll double it,” she says.

“Listen,” Domingo says, rubbing the back of his head, “you don’t really need to pay me nothing.”

“I do. I’m a tlahuelpuchi.”

Domingo blinks. “You can’t be. That’s one of those vampire types, isn’t it?”


“It’s vampire-free territory in Mexico City.”

“I know. That is why I’m doubling it,” she says, scribbling a number on a pad of paper and holding it up for him to see.

Domingo leans against the wall, arms crossed. “Wow.”

Atl nods. “I need young blood. You’ll do.”

“Wait, I mean…I’m not going to turn into a vampire, am I?” he asks, because you can never be too sure.

“No,” she says, sounding affronted. “We are born into our condition.”


“It won’t hurt much. What do you think?”

“I don’t know. I mean, do I still get to…you know…sleep with you?”

She lets out a sigh and shakes her head.

“No. Don’t try anything. Cualli will bite your leg off if you do.”

The kettle whistles. Atl removes it from the burner and pours hot water into two mugs.

“How do we do this?” Domingo asks.

Atl places tea bags in the cups and cranes her neck. Her hair has turned to feathers and her hands, when she raises them, are like talons. The effect is disturbing, as though she is wearing a curious mask.

“Don’t worry. Won’t take long,” she says.

Atl is a bird of prey.


The first thing Domingo does with his new found fortune is buy himself a good meal. Afterwards, he pays for a booth at the Internet cafe, squeezing himself in and clumsily thumbing the computer screen. The guy in the next cubicle is watching porn; the moans of a woman spill into Domingo’s narrow space.

Domingo frowns. He pulls out the frayed headphones wrapped with insulating tape and pushes the play button on the music player.

He does a search for the word tlahuelpuchi. Stories about gangs, murders and drugs fill the viewscreen. He scrolls through an article which talks about the history of the tlahuelpocmimi, explaining this is Mexico’s native vampire species, with roots that go back to the time of the Aztecs. The article has lots of information but it uses very big words he doesn’t know, such as hematophagy, anticoagulants and matrilineal stratified sept. Domingo gives up on it quickly, preferring to stare at the bold headlines and colourful pictures of the vampire gangsters. These resemble the comic books he keeps at his place; he is comfortable with this kind of stuff.

When an attendant bangs on the door Domingo doesn’t buy more tokens. He has more money than he’s ever had in his life and he doesn’t know what to do with it.

It is nearly dusk when he finds his way to Atl’s apartment. She opens the door a crack; stares at him as though she’s never met him before.

“What are you doing tonight?” he asks.

“You’re not getting any more money, alright?” she says. “I don’t need food right now. There’s no sense in you coming here.”

“You only eat kids, no?” he says, blurting it.

“Yeah. Something in the hormone levels,” she waves her hand, irritated. “That doesn’t make me a Lucy Westenra, alright?”

“Lucia, what?”

She raises an eyebrow at him.

“I figure, you want a steady person. Steady food, no? And…yesterday, it was, ah…it was fun. Kind of.”

“Fun,” she repeats.

Yeah. It had been fun. Not the blood part. Well, that hadn’t been too awful. She made him a cheese sandwich and they drank tea afterwards. Atl didn’t have furniture, but she did have a music player and they sat cross-legged in the living room, chatting, until she said he was fine and he wouldn’t get woozy and told him to make sure he had a good breakfast.

It wasn’t exactly a date, but Domingo has never exactly dated. There were hurried copulations in back alleys, the kind street kids manage. He hung out with Belen for a little bit, but then she went with an older guy and got pregnant, and Domingo hadn’t seen her anymore.

Atl lets him in, closing the door, carefully turning the locks.

The dog pads out of the kitchen and stares at him.

“Look, you’ve to get some facts straight, alright? I’m not in Mexico City on vacation. You don’t want to hang out with me. You’ll end up as a carpet stain. Trust me, my clan is in deep shit.”

“You’re part of a clan?” Domingo says, excited. “That’s cool! You’ve got a crest tattoed? Is it hand-poked?”

“Jesus,” Atl says. “Are you some sort of fanboy?”

Domingo shakes his head. “No.”

“Why are you here?”

“I like your dog,” he says. It is a stupid answer. He doesn’t have anything better. He wonders if she’ll go with him to the arcade. He went there once and drank beer while he tried to shoot green monsters. It would be cool. Maybe she is too old for arcades. He wonders what she does for fun.

“It will bite your hand off if you pet it,” she warns him. “I’ll give you a cup of tea and you leave afterwards, alright?”

“Sure. How come you drink tea?”

She doesn’t reply. Domingo is about to apologize for being crass, but he isn’t up to date on tlahuelpocmimi diets. Except for the kid part.

A knock on the door makes them both turn their heads.

“Health and Sanitation.”

“Open up. Don’t tell them I’m here,” she whispers, moving so quickly to his side it makes him gasp.

She goes towards the window and jumps out. Domingo rushes after her, pokes his head out, and sees Atl is climbing up the side of the building, her shoulders hunched and looking birdlike once more. She disappears onto the roof.

Domingo opens the door.

Three men waltz in, faces grim.

“We have a report there’s a vampire here,” one of them says.

Domingo, with the experience of a master liar and a complete indifference to authority, shrugs. “I don’t know. The guy that’s renting me the place didn’t say nothing about vampires.”

“Look around. You, I’m going to check you, give me your hand.”

Domingo obeys. The guy presses a little white plastic stick against his wrist. It beeps.

“You’re alone?” the guy asks him.

Domingo takes out a chocolate bar and starts eating it. The dog is sitting still, eyeing the men.


“What are you doing?”


Domingo can hear the other two men opening doors, muttering between themselves.

“It’s all empty,” one of the other men says. “There’s not even clothes in the closet. Just a mattress in there.”

“You live here?” asks the first guy, who hasn’t moved from Domingo’s side, carefully cataloguing him.

“Yeah. For now. I move around. Been working for a rag-and-bone man lately. I used to wash windshields and before that I juggled balls for the drivers as the stop lights, but this guy I worked with beat me up and I’ve got the rag-and-bone gig now.”

“Just a damn street kid,” says the man, and Domingo thinks he must have an earpiece on or something, because he sure as hell isn’t speaking to Domingo.

The men leave as quickly as they’ve come. He locks the door, sits on the rug and waits. Atl doesn’t fly in — not technically — but she seems to jump in with a certain grace and flexibility that is birdlike.

“Thanks,” she says. The feathers disappear, leaving only pitch-black hair behind.

“How’d you do that?”


“The bird thing.”

“It’s natural. We all do it after we hit puberty.”

She goes into her room. Domingo stands at the entrance, watching her pull up floor boards with her bare hands, taking stuff from under there and tossing it into a backpack. She rips the mattress open and begins to throw some money and papers in the bag.

“It’s been nice meeting you. I’ve got to find another place now.”

“What sort of trouble are you in? What do those guys want?”

“Those guys aren’t the trouble,” she says. “That’s just sanitation. But if they got word there is a vampire here, that means the others aren’t far behind.”

“Who are the others?”

Atl gives him a narrow look. “One month ago my aunt’s head was delivered in a cooler to our home. I left Ciudad Juarez and headed here before I also ended in a cooler.”

“Who killed her?”

“A rival clan. It’s part of our territory fights. We were trying to kill a certain clan leader and botched it. She’s got a big scar across the middle now, and she’s mighty pissed at us. I hope you can appreciate the situation,” she says, zipping her jacket up.

It sounds very exciting to Domingo. He’s only seen the gang fights from afar. Mexico City has managed to insulate itself through the conflict, partly because it keeps the vampires who are waging the wars out of the city limits, and partly because it is so damn militarized. The drug dealers in Mexico City are narcomenudistas; petty peddlers, small-scale crooks focused around Tepito and Iztapalapa. If they kill each other, they have the sense to do it quietly, without attracting 20 special forces ops who are ready to put a gun up your ass and shoot before bothering to ask for identity cards.

Atl goes down the stairs. Domingo follows her.

When they reach the front door she turns to look at him and he thinks she is going to tell him to beat it. Her hands tighten around the dog’s leash. She takes a step back.

Thirty seconds later Domingo is in a comic book.


Half a dozen men pour in. The dog growls. Somebody yells. “Stay the fuck still. Stay the fuck still,” they say. Big bubble speeches.

A guy grabs Domingo by the collar and drags him out, pinning him against the ground and putting a plastic tie around his wrists.

Domingo doesn’t know if these are cops, or sanitation, or narcos. All he knows is he can hear the dog barking and he is being dragged against the pavement, then kicked towards the trunk of a car. They’re trying to stuff him in the trunk.

Domingo panics. He tries to hold onto something. The guy punches him and Domingo folds over himself.

It doesn’t really feel like he thought it might feel. Action. Adventure. Comic book manic energy.

The guy pulls Domingo by his hair and Domingo gets a glimpse of teeth, half a smile, before Atl pulls him off Domingo with a swift, careless motion that breaks his bones.

Domingo, on his knees, looks up at Atl. She cuts the plastic tie and the dog comes bounding towards her.

She’s got three sharp needles sticking out of her left leg. Blood puddles next to her shoes.

She vomits. A sticky, dark mess.

The dog whines.

“Come on,” he says grabbing her arm, propping her up.

He tries not to look at the bodies they leave behind. He tries not to wonder if they’re all dead.

If this is a comic book, then it’s tinted with red.


She’s awake. He knows it because the dog raises its head. Domingo looks at her. Sure enough, her eyes are open, though he can’t make her expression.

“How you feeling?” he asks.

Atl looks down at her bandaged leg. He knows he didn’t do a great job, but at least he took out those weird needles.

“My bag. Do you have it?”

She clutched it all the way there. There was no way he could have left it behind. Domingo  nods.

“There’s a blue plastic stick in it. Small. Hand it to me.”

He does. She presses it against her tongue and shivers.

She unwraps the bandage around her leg. The skin looks odd. Blackened, as if it were stained.

“What’s that?” he asks.

“Anaphylactic reaction from the silver nitrate. Lucky for me they didn’t want me dead yet.”

Domingo blinks.

“It makes me sick,” she explains.

“You’ve been out for about an hour.”

Atl brushes the hair back from her face. She looks around at the little room and the piles of old comic books, hybrid personal protective clothing, and all the other assorted junk he collects and sells together with the bone-and-rag-man.

“Where are we?”

“My place. It’s safe. We’re in a tunnel downtown. It’s very old. I think the nuns used it. There was a convent nearby. Benito Juarez closed it fifty years ago.”

Atl chuckles. “You’re talking about the mid-19th century.”

She gives him a funny look. Domingo frowns. He doesn’t know lots of stuff and obviously she does. He doesn’t like it when people make fun of him. It’s unpleasant. Even Belen was rude at times, though there was no reason for that.

“It’s cool,” she says. “This works. It was smart thinking.”

She opens her arms and the dog rushes towards her, pressing its great head against her cheek. She scratches its ear and smiles at Domingo.

“How come your dog’s so big?” he asks.

“Cualli’s a special breed. He’s an attack dog.”

“Were those the gangsters?”

“Those were freelancers. Health and Sanitation must have tipped them off that there was something odd going on. Or somebody else did.”

“You were fast. Like really fast. Are all vampires like that? I’ve read a lot about the European ones and the Chinese, and how there’s all the infighting with them up north and if you go to Mexicali it’s like all run by the Chinese. But they say they’re all stiff, no? Jian shi and they can’t really be green, can they? I don’t know much about your type. Funny, it’s probably …”

“Please. Stop,” she says, pressing her fingers against her temples. “I don’t want to talk about vampires. Or gangs.”

“What do you want to talk about?”


Domingo wants to talk about everything. He sits in front of her, brimming with questions as she curls up and closes her eyes.

This is like a vampire sleeps. Not in coffins. Curled up, with a dog by her feet and a boy watching her.


He gets up early and goes above ground. It’s raining, so he ties a plastic shopping bag to his head as he heads to purchase food. He buys bread, milk, three cans of beans, potato chips and pastries. He feels very happy as he pays for the stuff, like it’s Christmas.

On the way back, he scans the screens at the subway in search of news. There’s nothing about the confrontation of the previous day.

As he stands in the subway car, listening to the tired music on his player, he conjures a story in which he’s making breakfast for his girlfriend, and she’s real pretty and they live together. Not in the tunnels. In a proper place.

When he returns to the tunnel he’s humming a tune.

She’s sitting, back against the wall, browsing through a bunch of magazines. When she looks up at him, the tune dies on his lips.

“Where did you go?”

“I went to get us breakfast.”

“I don’t need breakfast. It was stupid of you. Someone might have seen you.”

“Sorry,” he mutters and then, tentatively, to diffuse her anger. “How do you like my collection?”

“It’s great,” she says quirking an eyebrow at him and jumping up to her feet, showing him the cover of a comic book. “Not a fanboy, hu?”

It’s an old-style thing with a guy in a Dracula cape. She picks another one. This is a recent clipping from a magazine he stole a few weeks before. It talks about the narco-vampires in Monterrey.

He wets his lips, struggling for words. “Why are you angry?”

“I am not a goddamn hobby.”

“Who’s talking about a hobby?”

She shoves the magazine against his chest, pushing him back.

“Do you like vampires? Hu? You like reading about them? You like looking at the pictures of dead vampires?”

“Yeah, well…it’s exciting.”

“Do you know how long my kind can live? Three-hundred years. You know what’s the average lifespan of my kind? Thirty years. Do you want to know why?”

Domingo does not answer. She’s grabbing him by his shirt, holding him up.

“Because we’re all getting massacred. Before I arrived in to Mexico City, I was at the market in Ciudad Juarez. The decapitated body of a vampire bled onto the pavement, right next to a food stand. People kept eating. They bought soda. They were more bothered by the heat than the corpse.”

She sets him down. His feet touch the floor.

“I’m going to be a puddle of blood.”

He’s scared to say a thing. She sits down, folding her legs and staring at the wall. Eventually, he sits next to her.

“What are you going to do?” he asks.

“Hell if I know,” she whispers. “I need to eat. I need to sleep. I need to think.”

He pulls up his sleeve, offering his arm to her. She smiles wryly.

“You’re going to get hurt one of these days,” she tells him, “if you keep helping strangers like me.”

“It doesn’t matter,” he replies.

She presses her mouth against his skin.


Domingo is groggy when he opens his eyes. Atl’s still asleep. He doesn’t try to wake her. He flicks a battery-powered lantern on and looks at his magazines, feeling odd when he runs his hands across the vivid picture; the splashes of red.

The dog growls. Domingo lifts the lantern and listens. He doesn’t hear anything. The dog growls louder. Atl shifts her body, fully awake.

“What is it?” he asks.

“People,” she says.

He still can’t hear anything. Atl grabs her bag and pulls out a switchblade.

“Cualli, stay,” she tells the dog, then raises her eyes towards him. “Don’t move. The dog will keep you safe.”

“What are you doing?”

“I’m going to take a look,” she says.

She runs out. Domingo crouches next to the dog, trying to listen for anything odd. The tunnels are quiet for a bit, then he hears loud sounds. Might be gun shots. The sounds seem to be getting closer. He’s nervous, heart beating very fast. He twists the dog’s leash between his hands.

Atl returns; she’s running and her face is very tense.

“Lead me out of here,” she says.

Domingo scrambles ahead of her, holding his lantern. He turns left and finds himself face to face with three people wearing a mask and goggles. They raise their guns. He blinks and is yanked back, thrown against the floor. The air is knocked out of his lungs.

There’s the zing of bullets; the loud blast of a shotgun. Domingo covers his ears. One of them lunges past Atl, towards him. Atl plucks him back, her claws and teeth tear the protective mask apart and she bites into the man’s face.

The man is trying to escape and Atl bites into his face like he is a ripe fruit.

The dog is also biting, tearing.

Domingo looks dumbly at all the blood.

“The place is crawling with them,” she says, angrily. “They must have followed you back. You’ve got to lead us out.”

“We’ve got to keep going straight,” he mumbles, picking the lantern off the floor.

The light illuminates a shadow, the figure of another man with a mask coming just behind Atl.

“Look out!” he yells.

The man’s head rolls onto the floor.

It literally rolls onto the floor.

Atl’s fingers are stained crimson. Brains are splattered over her jacket.

It’s his turn to vomit.


Dozens of mariachis in charro costumes litter Garibaldi Plaza. They’re waiting for someone to hire them to play a song and do not pay attention to two dirty beggars with a stray dog. That’s what Atl and Domingo look like, covered in grime and dirt after running through the tunnels.

“I’m heading to Guatemala, kid,” Atl says, her bag balanced on her left shoulder.

“Do you have friends there?”


“Sure. I’ll go,” he says.

She stares at him.

“You’re going to need to feed,” he says. “You’ll need someone to watch your back.”

“I don’t need help.”

“I can shoot a gun,” he blusters.

“You’ve almost died twice in less than a week.”

“The life expectancy of a street kid isn’t much higher than yours,” he says, knowing he’s got nowhere to go. There’s nothing but forward.

She smirks. “Find another way to commit suicide.”

She slips a couple of bills into his hand.

“Atl,” he says.

“Keep the dog,” she replies, handing him the leash. “It’ll slow me down.”

She takes a couple of steps. The dog whines.

“Stay with him,” she orders.

“Atl,” he repeats.

She walks away. She doesn’t turn her head. He tries following her, but the square is crowded at this time of the night and he looses her quickly. She must have flown away. Can vampires fly? He’ll never know.

She’s gone.

A trio sings “La Cucaracha” while the rain begins to fall. He sniffles, eyes watery.

He pulls his plastic bag from his pocket and ties it above his head. He’s out of chocolate. He’s out of luck. He pats the dog’s head.


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Author Week #6: Silvia Moreno-Garcia

We’re back for our sixth special Author Week feature, and this week we have with us Mexican author Silvia Moreno-Garcia!

Silvia Moreno-Garcia

Silvia, who now lives in Canada, is the publisher behind Innsmouth Free Press, co-editor of several highly regarded anthologies including Fungi, Historical Lovecraft, Future Lovecraft, Candle in the Attic Window and is forthcoming sole editor of Dead North.

A short story writer, her fiction has been published widely and her first collection, This Strange Way of Dying, is out in June.

Silvia was a contributor to The Apex Book of World SF 2 and translated a story for us for volume 3. She is a Carter V. Cooper Memorial Prize winner (in the Emerging Writer category), and was a finalist for the Manchester Fiction Prize.

Silvia is currently fund-raising in order to complete and publish her first novel, Young Blood, about vampires and drug dealers in Mexico City.

This week, we’ll have a short story from Silvia; an interview with the author; and an exclusive guest-post.

But first – a giveaway!

We have one copy each of Silvia’s anthologies Fungi and Future Lovecraft to give away! To enter simply post a comment down below (not forgetting to include your e-mail).

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Silvia Moreno-Garcia Fundraiser

Mexican author (and Apex Book of World SF 2 contributor) Silvia Moreno-Garcia is fundraising for her first novel, the YA Young Blood, about vampires in Mexico City:

Domingo collects garbage for a living, carefully finding treasures where others see nothing. One night, the teenager meets a vampire in Mexico City’s subway. She is Atl, descendant of Aztec blood-drinkers with a very exclusive diet: she will only drink the blood of the very young. She’s also the member of an important Northern narco family. And she’s hiding in Mexico City.

But there are rival vampires hot on her trail, determined to squash Atl and win these drug wars.

Atl doesn’t want to end up with her head chopped off and carried in a cooler.

Domingo just wants a friend, even if she’s got some baggage. Hey, we’ve all got to die some day.

Rewards include e- and paper copies of the novel, chapbooks and other goodies.

Donate here!

TEASER: Chapter 1

Collecting garbage sharpens the senses. It allows one to notice what others do not see. Where most people spy a pile of junk, the rag-and-bone man sees treasure: empty bottles that might be taken to the recycling centre, computer innards which can be re-used, furniture in decent shape. The garbage collector is always looking. It is a profession.

Domingo was always looking for garbage and he was always looking at people. It was his hobby. The people, not the garbage. He walked around Mexico City in his blue plastic jacket, head bobbed down, and while he tossed a bottle into a plastic bag he paused to observe the people eating at a restaurant. He looked at the maids as they got up early and purchased bread at the bakery. He saw the people in shiny cars zoom by and the people without any cash jump onto the back of the bus, hanging with their nails and their grit to the metallic shell of the moving vehicle.

Domingo had spent most of the day outside, pushing a shopping cart with his findings, and listening to his portable music player. It got dark and he bought himself dinner at a taco stand. Then it started to rain so he headed into the subway station.
He spent a lot of time in the subway system. He used to sleep in the subway cars when he was a street kid making a living by washing windshields at cross streets.

Those days were behind. He had a place to sleep and lately he collected junk for an important rag-and-bone man, focusing on gathering used thermoplastic clothing for him. He complemented his income with other odd jobs, with the recycled bottles and the interesting items he fished from the garbage. Domingo was well-fed and he had enough money to buy tokens for the public baths once a week.
He felt like he was really going places but entertainment was still out of his reach. He had his comic books and graphic novels to keep him company but most of the time, when he was bored, he watched people as they walked around the subway lines.

It was easy because few of them paid attention to the teenager leaning against the wall, backpack dangling from his left shoulder. He, on the other hand, paid attention to everything. He constructed lives for the people who shuffled in front of him. This one looked like a man who worked selling life insurance. That one was a secretary, but not with a good firm because her shoes looked cheap. Here came a con artist and there went a lovelorn housewife.

Domingo imagined names and biographies for them as he leaned against the cool wall tiles and bobbed his head to the sound of the music. It was Michael Jackson for the day.

After an hour of people watching, Domingo went to look at the large TV screens in the concourse. There were six of them, all showing different shows. Domingo spent fifteen minutes staring at Japanese music videos, then he switched to the news.

Six dismembered bodies found in Ciudad Juarez. Vampire drug-wars rage on.

Domingo read the headline slowly. Images flashed on the video screen of the subway station. Cops. Long shots of the bodies. The images dissolved, showing a young woman holding a can of soda in her hands. She winked at him.

Domingo waited to see if the next news items would expand on the drug-war story. He was fond of yellow journalism. He also liked stories and comic books about vampires; they seemed exotic. There were no vampires in Mexico City: their kind had been a no-no for the past thirty years, around the time the Federal District became a city-state.

The next story was of a pop-star, the singing sensation of the month, and then there was another ad, this one for a shoulder-bag computer. Domingo sulked, changed the tune on his music player.

He looked at another screen with pictures of blue butterflies fluttering around. Domingo took a chocolate from his pocket and tore the wrapper.

He wondered if he shouldn’t head to Santino’s party. Santino lived in a vecindad downtown and though his home was a one-bedroom, they were throwing an all-night party on the roof where there was plenty of space. But Santino was friends with El Chacal and Domingo didn’t want to see that guy. Besides, he’d probably have to contribute to the beer budget. It was the end of the month. Domingo was short on cash.

Domingo pondered his options.

A woman wearing a black vinyl jacket walked by him, holding a leash. Her Doberman must have been genetically modified. The animal was huge and looked mean.
Domingo recognized her. He’d seen her twice before, riding the subway late at nights, always with the dog. Heavy boots upon the white tiles, bob cut black hair, with a regal stance and a sharp, aquiline face. The way she moved, it made him think of water. Like she was sliding on water.

She moved her face a small fraction, glancing at him. It was nothing but a glance, but the way she did it made Domingo feel like he’d been doused with a bucket of ice water. Something bored into him, snaked around his throat, and he felt the need to follow her.

Domingo stuffed the remaining chocolate back in his pocket, took off his headphones and walked behind her quickly, squeezing through the doors of the subway car she was boarding.

He sat across from her and was able to get a better look at the woman. She was older than him, early twenties, with large eyes that gave her an air of innocence which was quickly dispelled by the stern mouth. The woman was cute, in an odd way.

He noticed her gloves.  Black vinyl which matched the jacket. She wasn’t wearing a fancy outfit but there was definitely something special about it. He suspected it was more expensive that it seemed.

The subway car stopped and Domingo fidgeted, wondering where she was headed. The woman patted the dog’s head.

He was looking at her discreetly and he knew how to do discreet, so he was a bit surprised when she turned and stared right back at him.

Domingo froze and swallowed. He found his tongue with some effort.

“Hey,” he said, smiling. “How are you doing tonight?”

She did not smile back. Her lips were pressed together in a precise and unyielding line. He hoped she wasn’t thinking of letting the dog loose on him for staring at her.

The subway car was almost deserted and when she spoke her voice seemed to echo around them even though she spoke very softly.

“Should you be out by yourself at this time of the night?”

“What do you mean?”

“How old are you?”

“Seventeen,” he replied, lying only by two months. “It’s early. It’s just before midnight.”

“No curfew?”

“No,” he scoffed. “I live on my own.”

“Ah, a man about town.”

There was laughter in her voice even though she didn’t laugh. It made him stand up and he was ready to push his little shopping cart away, to leave her alone. She turned her head away from him and he assumed this was goodbye. Goodnight.

“I’m looking for a friend,” she said unexpectedly.

Domingo blinked. He nodded, uncertain. – donate!

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Tuesday Fiction: “Ceremony of Innocence” by Armando Salinas

Today’s Tuesday Fiction is by Armando Salinas. Armando currently lives in Mexico City, together with 21 million other aspiring writers and dreamers. His fiction has previously appeared in the Rudy Rucker-edited FLURB magazine; in the past decade, he’s also written six short story collections and one mainstream novel currently available on Kindle, including One Night in Bangkok. You can read his blog (in Spanish) where he rambles on about whatever book he read that week, or follow @Armando0827 on Twitter.

This is the story’s first publication.

Ceremony of Innocence

Armando Salinas


“I am Matarese.”

He said.

Having said that, the nightmare began.


They led Cornelius down the stairs.

The rooms below were mostly dark and smelled. Damp melanomas stained the walls. Arthritic cables, knotted and almost fossilized with dust, crawled out of holes in the ceiling with naked light bulbs hanging like fruit. Whatever poor lighting there was, though, came mostly from the phosphorescent graffiti scribbled on every inch of wall. Occasionally, cheap portraits of saints and wooden crucifixes eclipsed the glowing artwork. Cornelius stared emptily, every room an underground grotto. Most of the rooms had at least some soiled mattress on the floor, but other than that, the rooms were mostly bare.

Police officers were still questioning the half-dressed women along the drafty hall. Cornelius tried ignoring them and followed the officer to the crime scene.

Obregon was already there, along with the coroner and his assistant—busily taking picture after picture—and a ring of uniformed men around the body.

The woman was tied to a chair, her hands behind her back while her legs were forcibly spread wide open. She was still dressed—a strapless yellow top and some denim cutoffs, her bare feet bound to the legs of the chair—and her face was missing. The girl looked up at all of them with round lidless eyes.

Besides the constant clicking of the camera and the slow whine of the flashbulbs the only noise inside the crowded room was the leaking kitchen sink tap on the opposite wall, drip-drip-dripping endlessly, the white paint underneath chipped away long ago by the Chinese torture.

Obregon nodded his head, noticing his presence. “Inspector.”

“Do we have a picture?” Cornelius asked.

One of the uniformed men answered. “Yes, sir. Several, in fact. One of the girls was her roommate. Here.” The officer gave him a set of photographs. Two girls, sometimes three, in several different locations. “Um, she’s the blonde.”

“Yes, I can tell.” Cornelius took a quick look at the stolen face in the pictures and gave them back, bored. He felt as if his tie was choking him. Everyone was sweating. He moved away from her. A few wooden boards were missing from the floor. In other places small wooden squares had been simply nailed on top to partially cover the holes. “So put an APB out on this girl. The Face probably has it stored for future use, but do it right away anyway. He likes to become women these days, specially blondes.”

* * *

Cornelius checked his watch as he stood naked in front of his mirror, trying to fix himself in a hurry. He flipped the 15-blade expertly, and started slicing his own face even before the anesthetic had taken effect completely. He cut softly from the line of his scalp down to his chin, leaving the skin around the eyes and the lips in its place. Next, he inserted the scissors deeper into the cut and carefully detached all his superficial temporal vessels, starting with the external carotid, exposing those first. This procedure didn’t just require the sure touch of a surgeon artiste, but a solid mastery of microvascular anastomosis; otherwise, his own immune system would ruin the intended work of art. Finally, he gingerly unpeeled his own face, making sure the tissue didn’t tear. He placed the loose skin inside a plastic bag and sealed it airtight. For a moment there, he stood under the lights, watching his own skinned face, the wet muscles revealed glistening under the lightbulbs. But he didn’t linger long, for he found his true face disturbing. He went back to the procedure by nailing Mitek screws around his naked face with a surgical pistol.

With delicate fingers he brought out the dummy’s head and placed it on the table under the mirror. With a flat spatula he separated the moist soft skin off the plastic head, careful not to crease it. The face made a slick wet noise as it came loose. With a surgeon’s touch he applied an even layer of moisturizing cream first on the inside of the face, then on his own. Slowly, he spread the hanging folds of face over his own. This was the most delicate part, when he had to sew back all the exposed vessels with the new endings over them. When he was finished he was almost exhausted, but he still had to inject the slow-drying glue under the skin.

The final result looked grotesque. The new face fit almost like a glove, but obviously it wasn’t a perfect match. It still needed some padding under the new skin to provide a real structure. He peppered his face with miniscule capsules of silicon until he was satisfied. It was still too early to tell, of course, but long experience told him the facial transplant was a complete success. He could already feel the blood flow was strong. The vascular reattachments were flawless. He was well aware of what his immuno-suppressive tolerance levels were, mostly thanks to the serum of his own creation which replaced the auto-immune therapy that would normally be used, so he was certain there would be no infection and his body would not reject the foreign tissue.

The skin around his eyelids, still his own, as well as the circle around his lips, required some cosmetic touches, but a small hypodermic pistol, a needle and some transparent surgical thread finally did the job. A couple of stitches around the orbital septum, some simple makeup and voila. The swelling would go down before the hour was over, thanks to his serum. He had trouble blinking for exactly five minutes as the ethyl chloride anesthetic wore off. The skin directly below his hairline was always tricky and, to be perfectly honest, Cornelius always cheated here, using some crude makeup to hide the imperfect match. He combed back his still-wet black hair and glued a small pony tail on the back of his neck. He used a woman’s brush to add the silver hairs on his temples but, really, he paid little attention to the last two details. They were merely affectations, after all. The face itself was a different matter.

Checking himself one last time in the mirror, Cornelius gasped as the sensitive pores on his own skin started drinking from the alien skin on top. He’d used this face before. Too many times, really. It was becoming risky, but it was still one of his favorites. He could smile with it. For real. Once, he’d even managed to cry alone in his room.

To show his power, Cornelius grinned.

Finnegan, the cruel confident man facing him back from the other side of the mirror, smiled. Satisfied, Finnegan grabbed his navy blue Armani suit and started dressing himself.


The manor was enormous, its grounds seemingly endless, and still Finnegan had had to search for it for almost two hours. By the time he’d found the holographic HD wrought-iron double gates it was almost midnight. Two men in gray suits and dark shades scanned his face with their full-spectrum Id eyes, and admitted his car. Finnegan couldn’t help a smile.

From the gate to the house itself was another five minutes by car. The forest was so gorgeously vivid it almost made him take a wrong turn straight into a tree. By the time the road led him to the main house he had figured it out. A lot of effort and money had been spent to give the trees and the lakes and even the road that hi-definition look found only in virtuality. It was unsettling, this feeling, outside a sim, without gloves or goggles. Realer than real. All those colors. The long red gravel road made a turn around a wide and sprawling white marble fountain—holographic water—in front of the big house, and Finnegan parked his car there. The fountain, like the forest before, was completely silent.

Matarese was waiting for him by the door.

He was a tall lean man with an androgynous face and wearing a plain black suit and tie. He did not bother to use shades to hide his grotesque Id eyes. Creepy gold corneas fixed on Finnegan’s face studying his every feature and gesture, using wide-spectrum.

“Mr. Finnegan, I hope you didn’t have much of a problem finding the house.”

Finnegan accepted the offered hand and smiled. “Not at all, thank you. In fact, it was a pleasant country ride.”

“Yes. Come along, please. Mr. Andreas just finished his dinner.”

“Was he waiting for me or does he usually have dinner so late?”

“Mr. Andreas doesn’t sleep anymore. He had the surgery just two months ago. He now keeps different hours.”

“It helps, yes. I don’t sleep myself, either.”

The marble-floored room, unlike the grandiose manor, was not excessively furnished. A minimalist display which mocked the majestic exterior. The walls around them were papered in an elegant series of vertical sequences of golden ones and zeroes on a maroon background. He stared at one sequence at random—10000110110000111—and wondered idly if it meant anything. A big glass-topped teak desk dominated the room. There were a few carefully-staged props arranged on it: a twin pen and pencil holder, a gleaming crystal paperweight, all without practical purpose, reeking with the semiotic obsolescence of all genuine antiques. Two tall brass floor-lamps behind the desk framed the large panoramic window overlooking this mute and high resolution kingdom.

“Mr. Andreas, this is Mr. Peter Finnegan, the artist you requested.”

Bien sûr. No introductions are necessary,” said Andreas, rising jovially from behind his fashionably artificial desk. He was a big and impressive man, very much like his house, taller than either Matarese or Finnegan, and with the belly of a Mandarin protruding from the waistband of his fabulously expensive white lacquered suit. Like his house and his gardens, the man himself was in hi-def. Every detail was edged in fire in Finnegan’s eyes. He wore a jewel-rimmed gold monocle in his right eye. A Berlitz subconscious universal language translator earring hung from his left earlobe. Standard SHOJI glossolalia issue. His voluminous body commanded an instinctive semiotic respect. The man had a rich milk-and-chocolate skin, smooth like a baby’s, which made Finnegan’s mouth water. He could almost feel all those wonderful emotions, all the obscene hungers that he could experience beneath that colored face. Andreas smiled, noticing the artist’s interest. “I’ve followed your work closely for the last couple of years.”

Finnegan nodded in discreet silence, properly impressed. Of course, most of the world slept happily unaware of his life’s work.

“Please, have a seat. A cigar?”

Finnegan accepted, while Matarese took out a gold case of French cigarettes. Andreas continued. “Yes, for a very long time I’ve tried to be a part of your fascinating world. People, as a whole, use their imaginations—if at all—only to dream of more money or some lurid sex fantasy. Most can’t wait to go back to their mundane realities, can’t stand their brief stays as it is. They dread getting lost. But the artists… you live there, you’re no mere tourists, you own an atlas of this twilight state, you breath the same air as fables and stories. You import some of those dreams into our reality and try to make a living from it. You window-shop at the bazaars of the imagination and smuggle ideas into our dreary world, selling them at a premium. Glorious!” Finnegan wasn’t any good at hiding his emotions, and Andreas laughed. “Yes, I like hearing the sound of my own voice.”

All three men laughed politely.

Clearly, that was all that was needed, as Andreas continued. “I’ve tried to add my own humble contributions to it, you know. Once I even met the Frenchman, Sloane. It was a disappointment, I must say. Meeting the artist behind the work can often turn out like that. This Sloane didn’t even seem to be aware that what he was doing was Art. In fact, he was quite offended by the notion. The mere idea that he was creating, that he was adding to the race’s catalog of beauty was anathema to him. And perhaps that could’ve been exciting in itself, revolutionary. The reluctant artist, creating masterpieces against his will. Almost unconsciously. Imagine the doors it would open into our Ids. But he was not offended for long. He just didn’t care. He was only trying to get even with his mother, long dead. How trivial. I tell you, it left me with little enthusiasm to look for any of the others.”

“He’s nothing but a butcher,” said Finnegan.

Andreas started to laugh and clapped Finnegan on the shoulder. “Ahh, the world we artists live in, n’est-ce pas? I love it. All those jealousies. We can’t be friends with anyone else who calls himself an artist. Obviously no one’s an artist but us. Yes, you may be right, but isn’t that what all of us ‘artists’ must strive for all the time? To play out our little private fantasies? Out there. To stage them, to make them real. On canvas, in words, in white virgin noise, or living flesh. In music or in dance. Whatever it is we require, to talk about our universes, before we die and they become lost forever. We recount ideas, my friend. Ideas no one else has thought before. We tell stories. We create the realities our children’s children will read about when they’re in school.”

Sloane liked cutting up women because he was afraid of them, thought Finnegan. He said nothing, though, and accepted instead the glass of cognac Andreas gave him.

“I believe Mr. Matarese has already explained what I require from you,” Andreas said.

“You’re interested in a collaboration.”

Andreas’ glittering blue smile spread across his wide face, the diamond on every teeth hurting his thick lips. “I illustrate the moments of creation, Mr. Finnegan. I illustrate the lonely night when an unknown poet writes his finest poem. I illustrate the stories behind every painting, every still statue. I make symphonies come alive, literally. I give four dimensions to word and music. I make them breathe according to my own humble and subjective interpretation of the available data. The poet, and the poem. Of course, a poem must never be totally explained. Therein lies its magic, its freedom, its Art. But sometimes Art itself is not enough. The world is not kind to it. I take care of those verses, those lines adrift in the world’s unconscious. Those mad geniuses who toil in the black hole of anonymity. Those who write for themselves, who frantically scribble on the walls of condemned buildings. Who plaster their fevered dreams on napkins and toilet paper they must later use. I make these people exist—I make them real—in a world that would not acknowledge their presence. I have money. I’m good at that. Those who’re truly great artists, by definition, are not. Maybe I just try to be one of them the only way I can. Perhaps I just fancy myself an artist.”

“And,” Finnegan said, “you need my special talents for one of your illustrations?”

“Precisely. Tell me, Mr. Finnegan, are you aware of a long epic poem called A Ceremony of Innocence? Or of a man called Tarrant?”

“I don’t believe so.”

“Of course not. Tarrant was in fact a woman. A young woman who out of respect and love we treated as a man according to her own wishes. She died a few years back. She was twenty-one. I’d only known her for a few months. She was not an only child, oddly enough, but the eldest of four daughters. A normal family, a normal childhood. How she became an artist, or why, I never understood. It took me a while to realize those first twenty years were nothing but the first couple of verses. A mundane beginning to serve as contrast and balance to the tumultuous last stanzas.”

Andreas himself refilled Finnegan’s glass before continuing his tale.

“I’ll make it short for you. One day she woke up tired of her life. She decided she had to go somewhere else. Anywhere else. To a place where things might make sense. So she seduced an older man to get the money to leave her home and travel to Europe. This man left his own family to go live with her over there, but once they hit Barcelona, Tarrant dumped him. As I said, this was a few years back, when Barcelona was going through its second Catalan Renaissance and was still the hubbub of the digital arts that Prague is now. She had chosen her city well. In many ways she belonged in Barcelona. Her verses had an… art nouveau kind of feeling. Almost like architectural lines. Sharp angles, vanishing points. She had a lot of dreams and hopes; the gods alone know where they came from, having had such a mediocre origin, but sometimes it’s like that. The old story, really, but she was different because she actually had talent. Real talent. She had looks, too, and an almost amoral innocence to use them that bordered on cruelty. Believe me, I know. She was always upfront about it. She just didn’t see anything wrong in what she did. She never realized she was hurting anyone. Of course she always got her way. She didn’t starve in Barcelona, trust me. And she was quite prolific. She produced an amazing body of work. Almost as quickly as she destroyed men she created Art. Unfortunately, like most of her kind, all her friends were men. No matter how much she tried to change this. It’s dangerous to have all women as your enemies, Mr. Finnegan. Downright scary, if you ask me. They’ll have their way. No matter how good Tarrant was, she never got to show her work to anyone but her lovers. Unofficially she was even banned from the SHOJI. For all intents and purposes she was outside the world’s consciousness. I met her through an old friend of mine. He was her current lover back then. I knew what I was doing. I knew what to offer. She was in my bed quickly enough. I guess she was honest, she only wanted to be happy. I showed her my own world. Allowed her inside my own washitsu rooms inside the SHOJI where I kept my most private Ideas. I can honestly say she did her best work during those last three months of her life that we shared.”

“Her last?”

“She killed herself in my country house in Biarritz. She always had a thing for Hemingway.”

“I’m sorry,” said Finnegan, and he was. The man Finnegan was capable of tremendous depths of spontaneous emotion.

“Yeah, well. Thanks. But you shouldn’t be. See, she wanted to die, but not to end an unbearable suffering. She wanted to turn her life itself into a graceful statement. A work of Art. As true and genuine as any living being is capable of. To make her entire life an idea. With a beginning, and a proper end. She had always behaved like a beautiful verse, she even walked like a poem. Even when she was alone, especially then, when no one else could see it. She took care of her body, her face, although she was not exactly vain. She wasn’t stupid, she was aware how other people reacted to her beauty, but like I said, she was sometimes irritatingly innocent about it. She was proud of herself, that’s all. Now she was taking this idea one step further, to its ultimate conclusion. Her last, and most important, poem. She knew soon enough her perfection would be marred, no matter how much care she took of herself. At a certain point, old age is upon you… and by then it’s too late. No point preserving an imperfection. So she acted. I survived her. I was her only lover to do so.”

“No wonder women liked her so much.”

“Quite. In any case, I was honored to be a part of her masterpiece. I was there at the end.”

“I’m sorry, I’m afraid I don’t see the… uh, the connection.”

Matarese brought out a photograph and passed it to Finnegan. A young girl, oval-faced and with eyes like a cat’s. It was a programmed photograph, and the picomachines on its surface pictured the girl walking happily along some public garden. She had her jet-black hair pulled back tightly, exposing her sharp cheekbones. Finnegan could see how her unsmiling face might seem beautiful to some, but to him it only looked cold. Cruel, like Andreas himself had said. “This girl’s name is not important. We have her. We only found her after we ran a meticulous search/match idea through the SHOJI. She’s the closest in the whole world and all the colonies. She’s almost a perfect twin of the girl Tarrant.”

“I see.” He turned to look at Andreas, but it was Matarese who continued.

“Mr. Andreas’ current project is to illustrate A Ceremony of Innocence — the title Tarrant gave her own life—with your help.”

“You want this girl to play a part in some sort of performance?”

We are the SHOJI, Mr. Finnegan,” said Andreas. “Not the world. Any fool can get a plug inside his corpus callosum and surf the consensus field of illusions, but he’s not creating the field. His part in the consensus is only a passive one. He accepts what his senses tell him. Like a child seeing things for the first time, he’s accepting the reality we show him. Any fool can see that when our brains took the place of computers generating the notional field, some brains contributed more than others. It’s us, Mr. Finnegan, the conceptual Artists, the mythmakers, we tell the stories that build reality for the rest. This girl is unimportant, except for her graceful exterior, random as all art. You and I can turn her into a true work of Art. Give her life some meaning.”

“We want her to live Tarrant’s life,” said Matarese, suddenly leaning forward. “Her last year. The one she spent in Europe. All the way to the end.”

“And you think this girl is going to agree to any of this? Even if you don’t mention that part about ‘the end’?”

Andreas’ diamond grin returned. “Oh, yes. She will do what’s necessary.”

“You still haven’t told me what you actually want me to do.”

“I need you to play my part, Mr. Finnegan. You’ll skin my face and wear it as your own for the next year. You see, I’m honoring you the same way Tarrant honored me. I’m making you a part of A Ceremony of Innocence. Her poem is not yet finished. It’ll be up to us.”

Just before he realized it was the cigar which had been drugged instead of the cognac, Finnegan’s will was gone, and he agreed to help Andreas celebrate the mad genius of a girl he’d never even known.


Tarrant sipped the last of her drink, alone with her thoughts, watching the dying sunset on the cool Mediterranean waters beyond the harbor boardwalk with a bored expression. The red wine was vinegary, as if it’d been left open and allowed to breathe for too long. As usual this time of day, the cobblestone docks below the Moll de la Fusta were packed with tourists, couples and families, in khaki shorts and white shirts, old-fashioned cameras hanging from their tanned necks, videocams purring busily in their hands. All of them managing to produce the exact same old images a million unimaginative fools had taken before them. Pictures of the looming Monument a Colom, poorly-lit movies of the electric streetlights coming to life. Over and over, one after the next in an unending parade of mediocrity.

She took one last sip, trying not to grimace at the harsh taste. She was aware of the looks men were giving her—she was sitting alone, after all—only in the same way others are conscious of their own breathing. She knew it was her attitude, her moves, the way she casually fixed a lock of stray hair behind her ear with the back of her hand, how she walked and crossed her legs when she sat down, more than her body itself. Her mother had never understood why she’d come here. Tarrant only hoped one of her sisters had, and would follow her path one day. She smiled, and the low gloss ultraviolet lipstick gleamed appallingly under the bar’s ghoulish lights. Every time she smiled she left after-images of her lips. She was wearing a tight-fitting tuxedo with a green waistband and bow tie. Every accessory on her body, from her thick gold Rolex down to her Gucci loafers, had been chosen with a diamond-clear purpose of mind. She was proud of her Art.

Cassidy returned to the table, wearing a tuxedo as well, and looked at her disconsolately. He could tell she was obviously bored again. She didn’t bother to hide it anymore these days. He had opened himself to her… so now she knew he was totally dependent on her. How could any woman respect, let alone love, a man like that?

“It’s late. You want to go home?” he asked.

“Why not.” She pushed her empty glass away.

Even two weeks ago she would’ve also chosen to go home, but would have also tried to find a good excuse, pretend she really wanted to stay here with him.

Just then Cassidy saw Andreas entering the bar accompanied by a man he did not know. He waved at them. “Look, it’s Andreas,” he said, hopefully. Tarrant turned around. Cassidy knew she was intrigued by the exotic Andreas. Once, he’d seen those eyes looking at him in that same way. But he wanted her to be happy, to smile again. Even if it had to be for another man.

“Cassidy, and the lovely American.” Andreas’ Belgian accent did provoke a smile, a low-spectrum smirk. He was wearing a thick turtleneck sweater and loose-fitting jeans over his black cowboy boots. He was the kind of man who looked good no matter what he wore, so people let him in everywhere. He looked perfectly at ease inside the pricey picturesque café. He shook Cassidy’s hand firmly and kissed Tarrant on the cheek.

Without being asked he sat down and nodded to his friend to do the same.

“So,” Andreas started, “how goes the poetry?”

Tarrant made an ultraviolet pout, then stuck out her tongue. “It doesn’t.”

“She’s having problems finding a theme,” said Cassidy.

“That’s not it,” she snapped back. “It’s just… I don’t know, sometimes I just can’t pretend it’s not pointless. I mean, we’re all so good at fooling ourselves. We really believe what we do is different, new. That we’re so different from our parents. That people will be changed by our works.” She laughed. “They’re just words, what I do. Vague feelings, poorly expressed. Half the time I don’t understand them myself, and I do an even worse job trying to translate them for others. The exact same feelings everyone else has had since the beginning of time. Where’s the Art in that? Making the same mistakes. Repeating what better poets have already done. In the end it doesn’t matter one bit.”

“I like your poetry,” said Andreas before he could take it back. Cassidy had to raise his glass to hide his smile. It was the last thing anyone should say to Tarrant.

But Andreas was good. “If I tell you I like your work is because it’s good. I think I know a thing or two about that.”

“Thanks,” was all Tarrant said. Mother would hate Andreas.

“Anyway, it’ll come. It always does, doesn’t it?”

“I guess,” she said. Then she seemed totally perplexed. “What do you mean?”

“I mean it’s like that for most of us. Artists.” Andreas blushed for a moment, calling himself an artist. Tarrant gave him an odd look. Finally she smiled. He could do no wrong, Cassidy realized.

“Maybe. How about you?” she asked. “Still spending all your days and nights inside the SHOJI? One of these days you’re going to lose your Id.”

Andreas laughed out loud, once again totally at ease. “That’s not going to happen. Not like that, anyway. We can’t lose our Ids inside the collective unconscious of the race, Tarrant. You and I. We decide what they think, what they see.”

Andreas’ friend turned away, perhaps looking for a waiter, perhaps bored with an argument he’d heard one too many times. Tarrant, too, seemed to lose interest, although with her it was hard to know, as if Andreas’ unabashed arrogance, while matching her own, was too blatant even for her. He noticed and quickly changed the subject.

It went back and forth all night long, an awkward ballet of gestures and innuendo, with Cassidy and Andreas’ unnamed friend playing the silent audience. For Andreas it was just a performance, he knew, somehow. He wasn’t going to get this girl by being who he was—he never had. But he was good at it. He’d almost forgotten it was a performance. Tomorrow there’d be another one. Different background, different props, different dialogue. Mostly new characters. She’d been alive for so long—even Cassidy, Andreas could tell. But where had he been yesterday? Why were there no memories?

Tomorrow there’d be another scene, another Act. Another in a long string. And he’d be there now. With her. Until the end.

* * *

Tarrant stormed out of the apartment while Andreas stayed behind, sulking. He’d lost count how many times she had slammed the door of their apartment, but this time he knew it was the last time.

Well, they both had known it would end like this. Hell, they’d lasted almost a month.

Too much passion. Not enough sense. Too much alike. Amour fou.

He was considerably older. Had that been the sole allure? Maybe she just liked black skin.

“You suffocate me.” Even her complaints lacked originality when she was like that.

He had been willing to give up everything for her. “I’d lose my Id inside your little corner of the SHOJI,” he offered, genuinely meaning the words.

“I’m not in the SHOJI.”

“Because you don’t want to be. I could help you. Create your own washitsu room. It’ll help you with your Art.”

No. I don’t need the Consensus to create. What would be the point?”

“It’s not like you’re cheating, for crying out loud. You’ll still be you. What you create will still be coming from your little brain. Yours. No one else’s.”


He wasn’t in the fucking mood to go out tonight, all right? Not to Las Rambles, not to the Via Laietana. All she wanted to do was party every night. Maybe he was too old for her. She was popular in every single café from the Plaça de Catalunya down to Columbus’ column by the docks. If it was up to her they’d spend the night getting stoned with the junkies up at Montjüic or the wastrels down by the narrow backstreets of the Barri Gòtic behind the Cathedral, whining about her sisters. All he wanted was to be left alone this one night. To be by himself inside the SHOJI. He never demanded anything from her when she was in one of her infrequent creative moods. God help him if he did.

Was she like this with Cassidy at the end?

With Traven? Or with that old fart, the first one, he’d seen now and then hanging at the edge of her universe? The one whose name he’d never even found out? The one who’d jumped out of a window.

All dead now. Jesus, poor Cassidy. They’d known each other for over ten years. He was one of the guys who’d helped pitch in so Andreas could come to Europe. He’d been there at the beginning, when money had been tight. Hung himself. Good grief.

Andreas, you’ll rot in Hell.

And Tarrant will get off scot-free, probably. Wind up in God’s own Heaven, with all the other innocents and fools.

But not in the SHOJI. Not in Idspace. Andreas smiled. God, he hated her.

He grabbed his car keys and hurried after her.

* * *

Andreas stood back and watched as Tarrant, hunched down on the floor, got lost in a world all of her own making. Papers were scattered all around her. A half-empty glass of that red Spanish wine she liked so much was next to an untouched dish of paella. Unconsciously biting her lower lip, the tip of her tongue smearing the UV on her mouth, she scribbled frantically over a series of napkins, folding and unfolding them, writing on every blank side. Her unreadable gibberish a private door to her own Id.

He took his eyes off her for a moment and looked through the window of their bedroom. Just behind the ragged green heads of the tallest cypress trees, looming indiscreetly over the smashed glass topping their brick wall, the financial center in downtown Barcelona already glittered in the early night. A series of half-completed crossword puzzles, most of the white boxes still empty. Their new house was certainly a big improvement over the small apartment they used to rent back in the Plaça de Catalunya. The change itself had been good for both of them, even though it had removed them from the clandestine center of the art world and their friends. He missed the old place. He’d been there for almost five years, until she arrived. He could live without all the physical amenities the new house offered, but Tarrant seemed happy with them. He could almost believe it was their new home which had inspired her into a creative frenzy the last two weeks.

“That’s not it,” she said, her eyes still on the tip of the racing pen.

He knew her well enough not to be startled. “I know,” he said. “You will admit, however, that you have found your muse again.”

“And it’s partly the SHOJI, no doubt about that. I’m just not sure it’s worth it. I spend half my time trying not to lose myself in the maelstrom. It’s mostly garbage anyway. That’s what the SHOJI really is. Mostly garbage.”

“Inevitably. You must learn to glide through Idspace and choose only what you need. You can access anything that’s ever been. Literally. How can you still complain?”

“All that shit people store in their heads. I really don’t need an open window into that.”

“Your head’s search engine can skip any—”

“I really don’t like getting into other people’s heads, Klaus. Maybe I’m not made for this age. The less time I spend in other people’s heads, the better.”

He knelt down behind her and kissed her on the mouth. Her tongue was quick and sweet. “I love you,” he said. Trying to explain to an autistic child.

She kissed him again. “It’s not the SHOJI, Klaus.”

He sighed, accepting her words as always, and held her tight. “What is it about?”

“A girl. She wants so much, but she ends up being nothing. She can imagine all the things she’s not. Not like vague desires, but as real things. It’s about three days in her life. The three most important days in her life, although she never realizes this. One is today, another one is five years ago. The last is somewhere in the nebulous future. That one’s very stream-of-consciousness, like one big dream—maybe she has no future, I don’t know. Very Joycean. Anyway, these three days are the ones that end up defining her, shaping her. But she never knows this, like I said. Only we do.”

“A long poem.”

“No. Not really.” She seemed puzzled. Then she quickly kissed him again. “It’s for you, Klaus. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here. Doing this. I’d be stuck, somewhere else.”

He turned her around, to face him. It was odd. Andreas could almost hear the sighs. Even a few laughs. He had to control a sudden urge to look back. Had he finally turned clinically paranoid, after years of being borderline? He’d always thought someone should put hidden cameras around him all day long. He was always posing for someone, even when he was alone. Always the right pose. Had the fears turned real? Had they always been?

She was there. She was real. She was with him. Why? He could think of no sane reason.

He’d die for her. Right there, right now.

“Don’t you think you should eat something today?” he asked, half-jokingly.

She was upset all of a sudden. She shook him off and returned to her poem.

“Why don’t you try to sleep this week?” he snapped back, standing up angrily, at once regretting his lack of control. But it was too late, he couldn’t go back now—and expect her to respect him. It’d be a poor performance. He left her alone, preparing himself for an all-nighter in the SHOJI, the open door to her Id unused and unguarded.

* * *

Andreas stood over her still body. She was face down, her glazed eyes half-open, her pale lips stuck to her own dried vomit. It was odd, if he looked long enough, the ultra-violet neon on her lips still made his eyes water. Like she was still alive. The mountainous countryside of Biarritz was clearly visible through the wide open window. She’d chosen her last spot carefully, as usual. And no matter how hard he tried, he could not help but hear the voices. Whispering, whispering until he could no longer listen to his own thoughts. Whispering whispering. Judging. Laughing.

Had he finally lost his Id?

Become one with the mass?


And still he stood unmoving over her inert form, not knowing how he felt about any of this. How he should feel.

Tarrant was dead.

But they were only words, like Tarrant herself had once said. It was hard to understand what they really meant. Finnegan had been programmed too well. Slowly, he removed Andreas’ face off his own wet skin. Every night moistening the foreign skin and injecting it with the chemical preservatives. Alone in their bathroom, always alone, facing a magic mirror. It’d seemed so natural, so normal. Alone in the nights, while Tarrant slept right outside. They’d never been really close, then, had they? This secret gap between them as real—more so—than their “love”. He felt sad. Or had that been programmed as well? Finnegan had to admit that Andreas had told him only the truth. From the start. He was a real Artist, a maker of the myths and stories we all accept as the everyday reality.

He’d become Andreas by his own unique talent, but he’d fallen in love, desperately and unrequited, by the magic of Andreas’ Id keyboard. Or had he loved Tarrant on his own after getting to know her? Her admiring brown eyes, her little girl’s laughter (her idiotic laughter, she called it, with a tired hand over her blushing face), her absurd ideas, her neurotic enthusiasm. She was unique, one of a kind. All things said and done, maybe a little bit of Finnegan, capable of so many emotions, had been there all along.

No. He’d never even gotten the chance—because he’d already been in love with her. Did anyone else in the whole SHOJI realize that Tarrant had never loved any of them back?

Only Finnegan and Andreas knew.

Their knowledge was hidden behind too many conscious layers for anyone else to know.

He felt… He didn’t know how he felt. The program was over.

He finished removing the now useless mask, still careful not to crease the delicate black skin, an almost forgotten man facing him from the reflection in the open window.

Tarrant blinked, and spat some more vomit. She leaned on her elbows, the palms of her hands and her knees, and then stood up. She stared numbly at the expressionless Finnegan.

Her face, alive and well. Her brown eyes… the same as before, almost loving him. But her voice was not the same. Who was speaking to him? The lips moved, and became wrinkled, hollow… as she started to remove her own face. Stripping the thin layer of still-warm flesh without caring if it got damaged.

A humorless smile. Exposed raw muscles and nothing more.

“I am Matarese,” he said.

And Finnegan remembered, and started to feel again.

He did not cry, though, or scream—or jump Matarese as he suddenly wanted. His stomach tightened and he felt nauseous, his eyes turned watery, but he laughed. He smiled and forced a laugh out of his trembling lips trying to fit in with the rest. All those Ids laughing and laughing, only now fully appreciating the extremity of the sublime joke. The magnificence of Andreas’ very own Ceremony of Experience.


Matarese’s ability was almost as good as Finnegan’s. They needed the programming for every exact line, every exact move, but they could’ve reacted to the original stimuli without it, once they got going. He was just a sloppy surgeon. Unlike Finnegan.

He stole the eyelids and mouth, even though they were as useless to him as they were to Finnegan.

Already Inspector Cornelius could recognize the messy handiwork he’d seen on several cases just before his own mysterious disappearance fourteen months ago. Several blonde hookers had had the pleasure of Matarese’s presence—up until a year ago.

Cornelius could vaguely remember how Finnegan too had been there for the entire duration of A Ceremony of Innocence, the lynchpin piece of the much larger Ceremony of Experience. Even before his own acting performance began, he had to be there, watching Matarese’s year-long performance along with the rest of the audience. He had to be there, to study Andreas’ hundreds and hundreds of programmed photographs—almost a full-blown movie documentary on their own—he’d taken of Tarrant’s world. To operate on the faces of the dozens of “participants” that were required to recreate that world. To perform a dozen plastic surgeries on Matarese’s willing face alone. For Tarrant had gone through a seemingly endless series of crises—severe bouts of alcoholism and drug addictions of all kinds—and an equal number of remarkable recoveries. Andreas, almost prophetically, had kept detailed files of their days together, his pictures preserving every minute change on her face her lifestyle caused. Finnegan, not Cornelius himself, had become fascinated with that face. By that chameleon-like mask that breathed on all those photographs. Regretting the fact that he’d never known this woman while she lived, knowing all along that he was just days away from meeting that living face.

That first picture they’d shown him, Tarrant walking along Parc Güell, beneath the shadow of Gaudi’s Church of the Sagrada Familia’s incomplete spires. A mirage, nothing more. Everything had been planned.

When the program ended, Matarese’s eyes showed signs of aftereffects—that alone was Cornelius’s sole consolation. As for himself, he was forced to get rid of the Finnegan face. And that was what he could never forgive Andreas for.

The outrage for poor sensitive Finnegan had just been too much. Cornelius had been forced to kill him—like a horse with a broken leg—and lost a good friend who surely deserved better.

Andreas was as good as his word regarding the financial rewards. His skinned face—now that the SHOJI intelligentsia had unanimously agreed that A Ceremony of Experience was a true historical masterpiece and he had become a sudden celebrity—even became le dernier cri in certain circles. Cornelius’s art became a business, with hundreds of inexperienced hacks who didn’t understand the symbolic meaning of the act itself. Quite depressing, in fact.

Sometimes—admittedly, not often—the money alone was not worth it.

Inspector Cornelius returned, his own face reattached, but decided to continue his leave of absence from the department. Captain Obregon happily signed the necessary papers. Cornelius still keeps track of certain news items that not many Ids carry. Old friends in the force pass him tips about certain cases, now and then.

He keeps the trail hot.

Lovely Matarese is easy to find.

As I remove Cornelius’s face, from time to time I can still see her brown eyes, looking into mine, and then I can fool myself quite easily. She loved me. It’s just that it was hard for her to express what others—like Finnegan—find so easy. It’s like that for me, too—as it is for Cornelius. It’s almost as if we were the same skin.

It’s hard. I have to write about it, hoping no one will read it—or that she will read it, someday, lovely Tarrant, and find out, at long last, that I have forgiven her.


December 4, 2012 Posted by | December 2012, Uncategorized | , , , , | 1 Comment

Lavie Tidhar talks World SF 2

Grasping for the wind has just posted a new interview with me about international speculative fiction and editing The Apex Book of World SF 2, with some comments from anthology contributors Rochita Loenen-Ruiz and Silvia Moreno Garcia.

The Apex Book of World SF is now out in paperback and on the Kindle!

SFFWRTCHT: How long does it take you to edit and assemble these anthologies?

LT: A long time! If you think about it, The Apex Book of World SF came out in 2009, while The Apex Book of World SF 2 came out in 2012–that’s four years between volumes! There are all kinds of reasons for that sort of time difference–and a lot that has changed in SFF in general over that period–but a part of it is certainly that it takes time and patience to put together an anthology of this kind.

SFFWRTCHT: Do you have plans to do more in the future? And what are outlets for readers intrigued by this to find more non-Western SF to read?

LT: Jason and I are very hopeful we get to do at least one more volume in the series. It depends on sales making it worthwhile for Apex, though. I’m keeping my eyes open and flagging interesting stories for consideration. We also have an idea for a separate–but very exciting– anthology with a more specific focus, which I hope we get to do. – read the full interview.

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Original Content: An Interview with Mexican Author Federico Schaffler

We continue our special Mexican Week feature this week with an interview with Mexican author and editor Federico Schaffler!

Federico Schaffler interview by Charles Tan

 First off, how did you first get into science fiction and fantasy?

I think that the main reason for getting into these genres was that as a child I watched a bunch of great TV shows like Star Trek (when originally aired, so you can now guess my age), Twilight Zone, The Invaders, Land of the Giants, Time Tunnel, UFO, Voyage to the bottom of the sea, Lost in Space, Man from U.N.C.L.E. and the Six Million Dollar man, among others. Afterwards, when I was around 12 years old, I began to buy and read Spanish pulp pocketbooks that managed to get to Mexico. I think I must have read around some 400 of them.

But most importantly, when I was in my first year of secondary school, that would be 7th for the US education system, I had to turn in a book report every month to my Spanish teacher. Because I already read a lot, I asked him if I could just tell him what I read and instead turned in a short story to get my grade. He agreed and that was the beginning of my writing career.

What’s the appeal of the genre for you?

The fantastic, being able to visit strange worlds and new civilizations (I wonder where I picked up that). The freedom to write what my imagination comes up without restraining myself to the boring reality that most of the time surrounds us. Being able to share my stories with whoever might read them.

Regarding terminologies, do you have a preferred term for science fiction and fantasy? For example, what’s your reaction when you hear the term speculative fiction? Magic-realism?

I´m very fond of Science Fiction, but can live with speculative fiction. Magic-realism is another species, vaguely related to SF, which I find difficult to relate to, but nonetheless admire. Sometimes I find that “science fiction writer” sets me apart, but it can also be an obstacle when I write essays, history books, chronicles or mostly the yearly reports of some of the Mayors of my city, Nuevo Laredo, when I have worked in the city government. Journalists more than once used my SF background to label those state of municipal affairs reports as “unbelievable science fiction”. It did not matter much to me because I got paid anyway.

What’s the field there like?

Right now? Almost inexistent. We had a very strong movement during the nineties, when we founded the Mexican Association of Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers, AMCYF, of which I was the first president. We also published magazines, held national short story awards, had several conventions and were recognized in national magazines, invited to international book fairs, published many books and were acknowledged in other countries. Sadly, this momentum came practically to a halt in 2000 after a fiercely fought campaign to preside AMCYF. After that, almost everyone went their own way and several authors kept the flame burning, but not me. I had a 10 year hiatus when I barely wrote because I had to work on other things.

But now I´m back and even though a part of me is strongly pushing me to once again put on the promoter and editor cap, as well to once again conduct a genre literary workshop (I coordinated the Terra Ignota literary workshop from 1990 to 2002), I think it´s time to do some serious writing of my own.

Here in the Philippines, there’s a predisposition for short stories rather than novels. Is that also the case there?

Yes, even though it is common knowledge that novels are easier to sell to the publishing houses and many have been able to appear to wider markets, but not with a SF label. Short stories can be found in personal collections, very few anthologies, electronic and printed magazines and blogs. Several novels have been published in Spain and that has opened up some doors that still are difficult to cross. Others prefer not to be labeled and have managed to publish in general collections.

Could you tell us more about the Mexican SF anthology that you edited, Mas alla de lo imaginado?

It was the first anthology published in Mexico that had only stories from Mexican writers. The National Council of the Arts, CONACULTA, by way of the Tierra Adentro Cultural Program, commissioned me in 1990 to prepare what eventually came to be three volumes, with 42 different authors, the youngest of whom was 17 and the eldest 72. The first two volumes appeared in 1991 and immediately sold out. The third appeared in 1994 and the fourth and fifth volumes never were published.

Mas alla de lo imaginado, or MADLI, as we call it, served as a loud wakeup call that motivated new writers, at the same time that it served as a common ground for those of us who already wrote and published but were not widely known about.

Many of the authors in MADLI later on garnered national or international literary awards, were published in Mexico and other countries and became household names for the SF community.

What was your criteria in selecting the stories for all three volumes?

I wanted to show a wide range of well written stories, most of them dealing directly with Mexican themes or characteristics. Many stories were intimate, other galaxy spanning and several very well could be included in other non-genre anthologies. I tried to balance new voices with established writers and sought stories from many sources, among them the Premio Puebla, a well known SF short story competition that began in 1984.

How would you describe Mexican science fiction and fantasy?

Mexican science fiction is more about how people react or is affected by technology, mainly because we have a very poor scientific education level and we are consumers and not developers of scientific advancements or technological innovations. There are more SF stories with Mexican space heroes written by non-Mexicans than those that are written in our country.

Who are some of the Mexican writers we should be reading?

Alberto Chimal, José Luis Zárate, Gerardo Porcayo, Pepe Rojo and Bernardo “Bef” Fernandez have been publishing widely and have a strong group of followers. Some of the lesser know authors beyond our borders are also very good, among them Hector Chavarria, Irving Roffe, Guillermo Lavin, Jose Luis Velarde and Gabriel Trujillo. You can search for stories by them and many others mainly in the Axxon webpage, an Argentinian SF electronic magazine that has been publishing since the early nineties and has over 225 issues at their website ( with Spanish speaking authors from many countries around the world.

When it comes to your writing, what’s the appeal of the short story format for you?

I originally found it a lot easier to tell a story that had the appeal of its short length. Now, I have to force myself to go back to the basics, regarding the scope and length of the story, because they started getting longer and longer. This makes me think that I might be ready to finish one of the several novels I have begun over the years and that remain unfinished.

How would you describe your own fiction?

First of all, I want it to entertain, to surprise the reader, to leave them sometimes with a smile and other times thinking. I try to find and use humorous or unexpected twists, some time even being cruel to the characters. I almost always see that the story, while universal, contains particular aspects of Mexican culture, ideology, traditions or customs that try to make it different from others.

What’s the publishing industry in Mexico like?

I think it´s the same as in other countries of Latin America. Publishers want sure-fire bets, mostly with books from well recognized authors. That is why it is easier to find new books (at least because of their publication date and not because of when they were written) by Isaac Asimov, Orson Scot Card, Ray Bradbury, Stephen King, Arthur C. Clarke and other authors instead of books by Mexican authors who do not have a wide fan base. Magazines, on the other hand, are more open to publish stories from new authors or from those with at least some name value.

What’s your opinion on the upcoming anthology Three Messages and a Warning (

I just got it a few days ago, when I attended a book presentation in San Antonio, Texas, when I finally got to personally meet one of the editors, Eduardo Jimenez Mayo, as well as five of the authors, two of whom were already friends of mine. I finished the book in a couple of days and highly recommend it for anyone who wants to have a broad panorama of current Mexican fantastic fiction. I also hope that Eduardo and Chris N. Brown can soon publish a follow-up volume because there are many more authors that were not included who should be well known to English readers.

What projects are you currently working on?

I´m working in translating into English some of my stories, as well as and writing new ones directly in this language. I am also outlining two novels that I expect to begin soon (I still do not know which one will be first). I am also trying to finish a space opera novella that I started and left unconcluded a dozen years ago. I recently finished a book of flash fiction, called “From Zero to a Hundred” that has stories that have a word count between 0 and 100 and I have a pet project of writing this year twelve stories, ranging from one to twelve pages long, on January 1, February 2, March 3 and so on (1/1, 2/2, 3/3…) so I can finish with a 78 page chapbook. But most importantly I will try to break into international markets, by publishing in the US, Canada, Spain and Argentina, among other countries.

Federico Schaffler was founding president of the Mexican Association of Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers, AMCyF, in 1992. He also edited the first anthology of original SF stories from Mexico, “Mas Alla de lo Imaginado” (3 volumes, 1991-1993), as well as another 22 books that range from essays to short story collections and chronicles. In 2011 he was designated Emeritus creator of the State of Tamaulipas, Mexico, due to his writing and editorial work for over 28 years. He was once a member of Science Fiction Writers of America, in the early 1990´s, when he gained admission after successfully arguing that America is the whole continent, and not only the USA, and that as a Mexican national he was eligible to be a member. After that, the SFFWA eventually changed their admission guidelines.

June 27, 2012 Posted by | Uncategorized | , , , , | 1 Comment

Tuesday Fiction: “The Transformist” by Horacio Sentíes Madrid

I’m delighted to have this week a story from the Small Beer Press anthology Three Messages and A Warning: Contemporary Mexican Short Stories of the Fantastic, edited by Eduardo Jiménez Mayo and Chris N. Brown. My thanks to Small Beer Press and the author and translators for letting us reprint the story.

Intoduction: A History of “The Transformist”

by Horacio Sentíes Madrid

“The Transformist” is a tale about the concept of reality. The story is based in the first description of Frégoli Syndrome by Professor Paul Courbon and Dr. G. Fail in January 17th, 1927. Leopoldo Frégoli (Roma 1867 – Viareggio 1936) was an Italian transformer actor who was famous because he was capable to modify his physical and psychological appearance—specially his face—in a very fast way during his performances, he could play up to sixty characters in one performance. Frégoli wrote in his memoirs in 1936 that “Art is the Life and the Life is the Transformation.” Frégoli Syndrome consists of the conviction that some physical and psychological characteristics go through from one person to another. This syndrome occurs after right frontal lobe lesions secondarily to trauma, neurodegenerative diseases, or a stroke. In the tale some of the philosophical and historical ideas about reality, from Parmenides to Henri Bergson are described. Some of the events of Sarah Bernhardt’s life are included since this actress was part of the delirious ideation of the first patient diagnosed with this syndrome. Physical and psychological characteristics from this patient are described in the tale including his belief in “Mentalism.” The importance of the memory in the perception of reality is emphasized, so Marcel Proust becomes a central figure in the story.

The Transformist

Horacio Sentíes Madrid

Translated by Eduardo Jiménez Mayo and José Alejandro Flores

For Bruno Estañol, with admiration

October 15, 1923

One always chooses how one dies and, in the end, death is nothing but a transformation: this idea is an obsession of Monsieur Poulenc, who swears he knows the day and time of his death. Perhaps in the future someone will decide to die a gaucho’s death, dagger in hand, somewhere in the remote south of Argentina. All my miseries began when Sarah died, this past March, but only until now have I dared to write about my sorrows. Her funeral was attended by one hundred fifty thousand people. I took some flowers to her grave in Pere-Lachaise. After leaving them, I felt a terrible pain on the right side of my head as I bumped into one of the stone arches while roaming about the grounds.

I was eleven when I first saw her. My father had taken me to the Odéon Theater: which years later she utilized as a convalescent hospital, caring for the war wounded, an effort earning her the Legion of Honor. Her performance as Queen Elizabeth, interpreting Moreau’s film script, was superb. A couple of years later I witnessed her transform into Jeanne Doré. The beauteous Oceanids, legendary daughters of the Titans Oceanus and Tethys, must have paled in comparison to her splendor. In 1887 when she appeared at the Grand National Theater of Mexico as “a beautiful stranger,” her performance in “La Dame aux Camelias” earned her glowing praise from the critics: “We were fortunate to be visited by one of Virgil’s goddesses, shrouded by a dense veil of mystery. More than a woman, she is a burning bush.” After her right leg was amputated, following years of suffering, I could no longer see her on stage. Unlike other actresses her mannerisms were natural. I hated the gross overacting of her contemporaries. She delved into the mood of her characters: every intonation, every gesture, was uniquely suited to her role. Most intriguing was her stage interpretation of “dying”—stammers, groans and agony during which the cobalt blue of her eyes and her blond hair seemed to glow and then fade. Perhaps she slept in a coffin so as to be closer to death in life. The photographs of Monsieur Nadar and his son capture her practicing this custom.

For over three years her spirit pursued me closely in all my whereabouts, every woman’s face became hers. The countenances of the women around me invariably reflected her features and she took possession of their thoughts and feelings as well. Terribly, unavoidably, I succumbed to her spell. I was forced to evade my places of work—the coffee shop, the factory, the restaurant, private homes—hoping to escape from her invasive presence. But to no avail. I took to sleeping in the shelters of the Salvation Army to elude her roving spirit. When I look at my mother in a matter of seconds her face began to assume the appearance of the woman with “the golden voice.” Not only my mother, mind you, but all the people with whom I associated suffered this transformation; even their clothes mimicked Sarah’s: camisoles, bustles, corsets, crinolines, petticoats. A few days ago a begging girl knocked at the door. Upon seeing her face assume Sarah’s features, I decided to lock her in the shelter pantry, thinking maybe that way I could get rid of her forever. I even contemplated killing the child. I went out but the first face I saw became that of my persecutor. I decided to return to free the little girl who was crying incessantly when I arrived. The abducted child was sitting on the floor, hugging her knees, when I opened the door. Her face morphed into Sarah’s, momentarily expressing the actress’ mocking laughter, before she rose to her feet and ran from the place.

November 6, 1924

Lately the situation has become intolerable. Sarah’s mother and aunt were women of ill repute. She inherited her real name from her Aunt Rosine. Neither she nor her sisters knew who her parents were. Her sister Jeanne dedicated herself to the courtesan’s life. But she was committed to the Pitié-Salpêtrière hospital under the care of Professor Charcot for the treatment of neurosis and morphine addiction. Why is it that women of ill repute, patterned after Manon from the homonymous opéra comique, always seem to end up confined in Pitié-Salpêtrière? As a child, Sarah remained in a boarding school in Auteuil near the homes of Bergson and Proust, and later in the Grandchamp convent school near Versailles.

She wanted to devote her life to God but her mother influenced her to be a high-class courtesan. At first, she refused. But after her abandonment by Prince de Ligne while pregnant with Maurice, her libertinism began. Monsieur Hugo chose her for the role of the Queen in the revival of Ruy Blas, and ever since then her name was associated with his, as it would be with Monsieur Doré and Monsieur D’Annunzio. Monsieur Nadar photographed her naked on several occasions. Her marriage to Monsieur Damal was a sham. Both were exemplars of infidelity. Only another morphine addict would have thought to marry her. Marie Colombier recently provoked a scandal by publishing Sarah’s Les voyages en Amérique and Mémoires, for which a three-month prison sentence was imposed in response to public outrage at the materials’ supposed indecency. The gallant life of the actress is revealed in them in all its grandeur.

Sarah’s sister has also begun to haunt me atrociously. I am the only woman in my family who lives in chastity. I have been able to keep away foolish men with the assistance of a skin condition that makes me look prematurely aged yet affords me the opportunity to remain purer than my sisters. Perhaps this is why Sarah’s sister has chosen to invade my thoughts and compel me nocturnally to make dirty and immoral contact with myself of which I am ashamed.

December 3, 1926

How has Sarah accomplished her postmortem persecution of me? I can only explain it through Spiritualism. Allan Kardec in, The Spirits’ Book, explains how the dead can come into contact with the living. I firmly believe that this is possible and I am joined in this belief by the likes of Ravaisson-Mollien, Monsieur Lachelier, a Scottish writer named Conan Doyle and even the recently assassinated Mexican president. I have attended the performances of magicians Erik Weisz and Erik Jan Hanussen and I have read about mentalism in search of a solution to this martyrdom. Despite the spectacular cures of James Braid and Professor Charcot through hypnosis, in my case this treatment has had no effect whatsoever. After meeting Monsieur Hoffman, the magnetizer, I turned to the glass harmonica for assistance. I experienced a temporary improvement similar to that of Maria Theresia von Paradis, the woman who despite her blindness managed to play concerts by Mozart and who was treated by Monsieur Mesmer himself. I decided to abandon my treatment regime after a few days because Sarah appeared again, ubiquitously, and because many have witnessed that those who hear the sound of the glass harmonica, an invention of Benjamin Franklin, eventually grow as insane as Lucia di Lammemoor.

December 9, 1926

Dearest Paul:

A new patient came to me a few days ago. She is twenty-seven, employed as a domestic servant, and her appearance is a little coarse. She has striven to develop a modicum of culture and is a fervent believer in mentalism. She possesses the firm belief that the former actress, “The Great Sarah Bernhardt,” and her sister, are pursuing her by imposing their facial and physical characteristics on the people with whom she associates. During the course of my interview with her, for example, she mentioned that I and the interns who accompanied me had assumed their visages. I have written to our colleagues Capgras and Reboul-Lachaux; but the woman who sought help from me suffers from an illness opposite to the one in which they specialize. I always appreciate your valuable opinions and hope you might shed some light on this experience.

Best wishes and warmest affections,

G. Fail

December 20, 1926

My Dearest Friend:

I have been thinking about the woman whom you refer to in your letter and I do not have a plausible explanation for it, but it awakened in me some reflections which I shall make an effort to present to you. It seems to me that the whole problem lies in the understanding one has of reality. Parmenides said that the universe, including time and space, and perhaps we ourselves, are nothing but an appearance or a succession of appearances. Thomas Carlyle, in Sartor Resartus, promotes a similar view, only that for the Scot the whole universe is a charade. Similarly, Bishop Berkeley holds that matter consists of a series of perceptions whose reality would be inconceivable without consciousness. John Locke would reduce reality to our perceptions and feelings, even more precisely, to our memories and perceptions of those memories; matter exists because the five senses make it so. All this establishes that the nature of the reality of objects is not contained in their primary characteristics, rather in the perceptions that we are able to create on the basis of their secondary characteristics.

Now I shall mention some new ideas that my father-in-law Paul Sollier related to me and which are relevant to this case. Remember that my father-in-law was a disciple of Professor Charcot and some twenty years ago wrote a book called Les phénomène d’autoscopy. He worked primarily on the phenomenon of memory. In fact, one of his patients whom he treated at Boulogne-Billancourt wrote a novel, À la recherche du temps perdu, inspired by the concepts in my father-in-law’s scientific essay, Les troubles de la mémoire. In the novel of which I speak, the son of Professor Adrien Proust wrote that true reality exists only in the mind; consequently, the reality we perceive depends only secondarily on the objects and circumstances surrounding us but primarily on the perceptions and memories that we have of them. The unfortunate woman you describe, relentlessly pursued by the Bernhardt sisters, represents a pathological example of this psychological truth. What a dreadful life she must lead, tormented by the guises of deceased souls. I do not think you can convince her otherwise, for her perceptions fashioned from powerful memories are as real to her as yours are to you. Our friend Henri Bergson, akin to Proust, has devoted much of his attention to the analysis of reality. In fact his book Matière et mémoire takes up the subject directly. For Henri, the brain registers movements, sensations and perceptions, but “pure memory” refers to a spiritual reservoir of images of the past continuously reshaped according to present conditions and necessities. Objects must be situated and conceptualized to ensure the stability of their representation. Man relies on such representations to make sense of reality and yet he laughs at them, knowing them to be a caricature or deformation of reality as such. The impressionist painters of the past century and now the surrealists remind us of the treachery of human consciousness. Their work speaks volumes on the condition of your patient besieged by omnipresent images of the Bernhardt sisters.

Receive my most cordial greetings,

Paul Courbon

Chef de Service

Hôpital Sainte Anne Paris

1 Rue Cabanis

January 3, 1927

Dearest Paul:

Your reflections are interesting but perhaps a bit too positivist given this woman’s mystical nature. I would like to discuss her case further with you and for you to meet her, perhaps this Friday afternoon. Afterward we might attend the Olympia Theatre, which, as you recall, stands opposite to the home and studio of Monsieur Nadar on the Boulevard des Capucines. A retrospective film will be shown there of Leopoldo Frégoli, the great quick-change artist who said that art is life and life is transformation.

Until then,

G. Fail


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Monday Original Content: REVIEW: Three Messages and A Warning: Contemporary Mexican Short Stories of the Fantastic

This week Charles Tan reviews Three Messages and A Warning: Contemporary Mexican Short Stories of the Fantastic, edited by Eduardo Jiménez Mayo and Chris N. Brown and published by Small Beer Press. We’ll have more material on the book this week, so stay tuned!

Three Messages and A Warning: Contemporary Mexican Short Stories of the Fantastic edited by Eduardo Jiménez Mayo and Chris N. Brown

Reviewed by Charles Tan

I’ll say it outright: we need more anthologies like these. There’s ambition in Three Messages and A Warning — perhaps more so than the Philippine Speculative Fiction volumes I’ve been reading (and sometimes contributing to) for the past eight years. For one thing, there’s the sheer number of translations, in addition to maintaining a consistent tone and atmosphere.

Second, reading this anthology is diving into the unknown: the strength — and perhaps weakness — of such a book is that every contributor is an unknown factor. Their contributions could be award-winning stories. Or it could be their first piece of published fiction. The only thing that affects my judgment are the stories themselves since I don’t have any preconceptions about the author.

Third, there’s a sense of diversity in the book. Two stories, for example, share a common concept, a town populated by animals: “Lions” by Bernardo Fernández and “Wolves” by José Luis Zárate. However, the treatment, theme, and allegory of the two stories are very different from each other. Whereas “Lions” showcases a gradual juxtaposition, “Wolves,” on the other hand, is this inevitable surrender to something beyond mortal comprehension. And that’s simply scratching the tip of the proverbial iceberg. One could make an argument that certain stories aren’t speculative fiction: “The Guest” by Amparo Dávila and “Three Messages and A Warning In The Same Email” by Ana Clavel come to mind. But again, the sensibilities in which they are, are stylistically different: “The Guest” features this unnamed entity while the titular story weaves itself in a mystery that’s either science fiction or literary metafiction. These stories tackle genre tropes or challenge existing definitions that’s refreshing to read and encounter.

If you’re looking for a common motif, a recurring element that attempts to define the “Mexican Fantastic,” you won’t find it in this book. The selections are simply diverse, and perhaps the only conclusion that one can claim is that a lot of the stories are relatively short as several are flash fiction while the lengthier pieces don’t even come close to the novelette. It’s simply a different kind of sensibility, one that makes sense in this kind of anthology where the aim is to showcase variety and breadth.

As far as impact is concerned, the stories hit home, although perhaps not too deep. They’re jabs and body blows instead of knockout punches, but considering the length of the stories, it’s understandable why several of them don’t leave bruises.

If there’s one significant flaw with the anthology, it’s not that the book has three introductions (which is, admittedly, overkill), but one of them is written by Bruce Sterling. I know he means well, and it’s not everyday that a famous writer gets to write the introduction to a book, but there’s this sense that he’s patronizing. There’s some value in his introduction, don’t get me wrong, but the crux of his argument is that “The United States of America is Mexicanizing much faster than Mexico is Americanizing” so “The face of an old friend can be better than a mirror, sometimes,” the old friend being Mexico.

Save for that one detail, Three Messages and A Warning is a treasure trove of stories that showcases a unique brand of aesthetics when it comes to the fantastic.

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